the solace of my bedroom, as captured by Helene Athanasiadis…

HELENE_ATHANASIADIS_PIAJANEBIJKERK_SOLACE_2015_2 welcome to my home. please come in, no need to take your shoes off... Happy New Year mes amis.  How do you feel about the year to come? There has been so much change in the world, and I sense there will be much more to come yet. But change is transformation, and I can feel our world is in dire need of it. In my creative life,  I feel ready to come out of my healing cocoon. I learned so much in 2015, and wrote and wrote and wrote all the while.  So there is a book or two or three there, and in time all those words and photographs and experiences will take shape. If there is one thing I have in abundance it's ideas and in the past year the well has not dried up - it's now overflowing.  It's always been my dream to be able to realise and share not necessarily every single idea, but at least a steady flow of them.  Ideas not only need creative thinking but also time and money, and these two requirements have never been in abundance in my life, and I've finally accepted that these need attention too. So finding a way to get the balance I need to pull myself into alignment with what I'm called to do in this life is now my priority... without compromising my ethics which, for those of you who have come to know me quite well, is as resolute as ever, if not more nowadays.  And although I still feel a little at sea about what the direction will look like and where it will take me from here on in after taking the last year off from all creative commitments, I am trusting the process and I'm trusting the deepest depths of my self.

As I set sail on this year's vessel, my first port of call with french boy (as the only other member of the crew so far - this is a small boat!) is the creation of a revitalised online space: one that houses all my creative endeavours under one roof and is once again interactive and free flowing.  Since my focus has been elsewhere over the past few years my online space has been neglected. It's become outdated, haphazard and disorganized, and it needs some attention & love. So in coming weeks I'll take you to this new space when the walls have been built and the paint has dried.


As promised in an earlier post, here now I share with you some beautiful photographs by Helene Athanasiadis of my very personal offline space - my bedroom. This room has been my retreat over the past few years. It's the place I have spent the most time - mothering, resting, grieving, healing, learning, and writing...



As part of her photographic project and book Solace, Helene has captured what this space means to me and it feels special to have this documented and shared in such a beautiful way.


Although this house has been falling apart around us over the past year, seeing these photographs has made me appreciate the space for what it has been and what it still is for me today. As my own projects unfurl, I'll be sharing with you more of my home and how it's evolved over the years.

2327265_origsurrounded by talented souls: my favourite dutch bag made by leslie oschmann, and some beautiful organic cotton garments by mady doijes...

Thank you again, Helene.

With love,